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March 28th, 2005
10:12 pm

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*squirm/whine* .....this is hard
how do you pick an area for someone else to move to without even a visit first? getting maps and looking at classifieds really wont get me anywhere without a visit, right?
c'mon summer.

will i ever get her any closer?

Current Mood: melancholymelancholy
Current Music: oxymoron-au

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December 15th, 2004
09:13 pm

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aldi stores....
ever go to aldi and get a case of soda for $2?
i did and it was a pink box and it read, "cream soda"
who wouldnt get cream soda?
only it tasted like bubblegum.
if any of you is raunchy enough to dare take it off my hands id be much obliged.

so yeah anyway it sucked.

Current Mood: highhigh
Current Music: buzzcocks-oh shit

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November 26th, 2004
06:54 pm

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black friday
sunday bloody sunday....

i mean friday black friday
it was quite chill this grimy autumn morn when i set out for kmart at
FIVE THIRTY IN THE MORNING and there were alot of people there
it looked like outside the fuckin mtv movie awards or whatever
i heard all day how i was on the news last night
i did an interview with the south philly review (look for my blurb next thursday) however declined photographs.
and schedueled a lunch/collagen injection date with cher today too.
....all before noon.
finally got the shitass outta there at three.
came home now about outta weed and no one to talk to
but i just found out the luscious mizz hatedbymany got me an adicts belt buckle!!!!!! (in lieu of a record, dayum i expected a pin if anything)
so i lied about no one to talk to.

except.....
*sigh*

anyway off to wait out the clock till january

Current Mood: distresseddistressed
Current Music: one man army-holidays

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October 19th, 2004
08:14 pm

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...at least the rent's paid!!
out of toilet paper--i know its wrong to use puffs on my butt rather than my face, at least they arent kleenex (blechhh)!
out of razors--i love to shave myself (in the important areas) but i cant bring myself to spent $8 on 4 razors. damn you, venus divine!
bounced 2 bill payments--all in the name of youth.

im working myself retarded to pay for this shit, but even that isnt enough.

dare i utter the statement?

i hate philadelphia and its skyrocketing cost of living.

however, i will get out of here for a solid week of potsmoking and seeing the mommadukes. grayce is going with and she'll be able to play outside. just hope these antibiotics kick the snuffles before she gets all her ex-housemates sick.

i try to hope when all seems lost. is this a self-imposed prison, or one built on ignorance? im waiting for my number to be up, but it would help if i knew what i was REALLY waiting for.
you know the feeling....in x amount of time things will be totally different
or the way i feel will change
or you may actually discover what you've
been waiting for
i guess i'll be ok as long as ive got my bike and my cable tv

....and my not fully developed sense of defeat

Current Mood: discontentdiscontent
Current Music: some shannen doherty lifetime movie

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September 28th, 2004
01:34 am

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addendum
i always read my entries a few days later and say to myself "why did i write that?" ever try to sit down and listen to yourself and everything flows beautifully until you try to document it or share it?
this happens to me everytime i open my nouth, or in this case, sit down and type.
so i guess my point is.....
why am i on any of your friends' lists?
id kick me off if i were all you jerks.

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01:16 am

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why do i always need a subject?
tried to read eds entry and its weird how i found out there WAS an entry. pierre told me but i cant read it on my own. this may have to do with my utter ineptitude with anything computer-y.
naaahhh couldnt be that i dont know what im doing. not that i live my life that way or anything.
i wish i was allowed to go out sometimes.
you read right....at least i dont feel like im allowed to do things, i guess im allowed to but it doesnt feel that way.
been 4 days now without pot or benadryl or anything to help me sleep. good thing i borrowed this harry potter book. i dont want to be done with it cuz then ill watch even more tv, which, when i think about it, just might not be possible.
however, when i do finish with it, i must return it to my aunt. dare i hope to score another lid off her? i just want some drugs, i hate drinking, as everyone knows and i wouldnt want to opine too strongly about it at the moment. beer makes me fat and liquor makes me mean/crying. pot makes me stupid (ill get that ass cancer yet, i will). pills make me love and feel and think and want to be optomistic, even if it is only for a few hours, its still the fucking best. everytime i think about pills i recall the blackjack? poker? go-fish? (whichever card game) night with klisha, "american nightmare", our one 40oz, and of course the illustrious flamingo lamp. oh yeah, and the itching. goood tiiiimes.
i gotta get my bike trued (sp?) like two months ago. whenever theres a break between songs, i can hear everything clanging and bending and spinning, definite sounds of 40+ years of existence and taking beatings.
a back brake would be nice too.

Current Mood: gloomygloomy
Current Music: afi-days of the phoenix (stop laughing right now)

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September 15th, 2004
07:06 pm

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for once i dont like the rain...
times like this i wish i had more candles around
im kinda high and typing is becoming a challenge
meeehhh....tonight would be a good time to watch fear and loathing

Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
Current Music: turboACs--mafioso (i wish this shit didnt skip)

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September 11th, 2004
10:09 pm

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edit.....
to clarify a lil bit of what i posted (drunk as fuck, mind you) last night, i gave ed my pink ring cuz i thought he should own something so fruity. since dudes try to stick him all the time, i thought it would be funny. and also....who out there hasnt given a close friend a tiny token/symbol just because?

no we are not having sex....you know who this is for.

Current Mood: confusedconfused
Current Music: me-i love johnny depp

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September 10th, 2004
11:21 pm

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yooooo im druuunk
hey so last night we didnt even go for pirates cuz we knew it would suck asshole. we headed for the south st. diner cuz....well have you been there? (youd understand if you have). from there we went for tattooed moms which, as it turns out, kicked even more ass than when me and funky T went. we totally got a free round after the barkeep found out how cool we were. and somehow i ended up with a token for $.50 off every drink next time i go.
btw-this will be next thursday, and every thursday here on out.... if any o' you losers wanna hit us up. i decided it ruled cuz me and ed had such an awesome time and we werent even that wasted when we left. i thought we drank alot somehow since we both spent $30 easily and then we went to pennslanding and laid on the steps and tried to see the sky and traded "this time when i was drunk outta my mind..." stories. i gave him my pink ring cuz i figured since so many dudes try to stick it, why not? he's pretty enough. tonight we went for tom/dickie's and went to the fucking living in denial show, which was like 5 songs. so it was totally worth no cover charge or something. and klisha,we were not the oldest people there. joey v was older at least. anyhoo, right now im using this cuz nobody's talkin to me and its been this way for the past hour easily. kinda wierd but ed and tom are now officially going out. i hadnt a clue theyd hit it off so hard.....really.
at some point tonight we are sposed to be heading for pennslanding again and i'd almost rather do it right now than any other time, you can relate....thats right, boredom. and with only one quart left, i dont know, i just want a bit o' fresh air. also, i just noticed....shit i forgot what i noticed but i guess it wasnt that important.
i forgot how annoying REALLY drunk people are when you just arent (you were right ed....). and just now EDTOM (thats "its" new name). left for someplace and now theres a i-think-its-serious convo goin on between dickie and klisha and here i go on the computer workin on my 3rd quart, kinda wishin i wasnt so.....alone?
thats how i feel anyway. esp without a boyfriend (not that we broke up, but...if he doesnt wanna be around i consider myself without boyfriend). so now i goota peeeeisss....

Current Mood: confusedconfused
Current Music: the fan and other peoples conversations--this is LAME-O

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September 9th, 2004
01:35 pm

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arrr me mateys!!
goin to pirates tonight
hope it doesnt suck butthole
if it does we'll go someplace worthy of our patronage
im going to drink cosmopolitans
and of course some jack-n-cokes

Current Mood: anxiousanxious
Current Music: murder city devils-18 wheels

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